This was suppose to be my perfect day! My "10" kind of day! I was engaged for a year and a half and our wedding date was set for today! I picked today's date for our wedding because as a kid we always watched the Olympics and 10 was considered a perfect score! I should have been getting my hair and makeup done this morning. I should have been enjoying family and friends and starting a new life with him.
I ended the engagement in May and haven't thought much about till today. So, I'm kind of sad but ultimately thankful I didn't go through with it. Lets face it a wedding is way cheaper than another divorce!
Anyway no wedding bliss or blues here just a short blog to document my un-perfect day, instead of having my perfect wedding today I worked 16 hours at the hospital. I didn't get to see my friends, family or have any fun but ultimately I'm grateful and blessed for this day regardless!
my sister called off her wedding not too long ago and the day of her "wedding" passed without much comment. She knew she had made the right choice...and I'm sure you did too. It's not easy to call something like that off and it takes a brave person to realize that something isn't working and take steps to fix it. Good for you!
ReplyDeleteWow. That's tough. But I hear that 10-10-10 is suppossed to mean "new beginnings" so maybe it is more appropriate that you are moving on - hopefully to something much better!
ReplyDeleteYes I know my blog friends that I made the right choice and will never just settle for what is in front of me. Thank you!
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