I have never even thought about the concept of kissing a woman. However recently within the past year I have had many thoughts about it. It started with a woman that works in the same hospital. It's not someone I see a lot she works in a different department. I can't just shake this urge to want to kiss her.
I hardly ever see her but she is beautiful. No, not like model beautiful. She is very average built with dark eyes and long dark hair with a warm olive complexion. She has a beautiful plumpness to her. I have had several dreams about her even though I haven't seen her in a few months.
Just the thought of lightly pressing my lips to hers makes me breathe a little deeper. I swear I have never had these feeling toward another woman before. This is very strange to me.
So is this just a one time thought ? If so why won't it go away! The thought of lesbians doesn't excite me. It doesn't repulse either. I believe people should love everyone no matter their gender or color. I'm just curious as to why I keep having this urge to kiss this woman.
You might have been listening to Katy Perry's 'I Kissed a Girl'. Haven't had that kind of thought at all.
ReplyDeleteI don't believe I have ever really listened to that song. I mostly listen to country music. I have heard the song by Keith Urban I think it goes like this.....I want a kiss a girl, I want to hold her tight , I want to make a little magic in the moonlight. LOL I truly have never had this feeling toward a woman before! It's very strange to me!
ReplyDeleteI think that the lines are blurred a bit more for women then they are for men in terms of "experimenting". Women are beautiful beings. We use chap stick...we use lip gloss, we take care of your face and skin...in general we are pretty damn kissable. I don't blame you.
ReplyDeleteI haven't blogged about it...and doubt I will...but in college I kissed each and every one of my friends. It wasn't a big thing. We didn't do it for drinks out in bars...we did it in our house...mainly to thrill our boyfriends who found it incredibly sexy. It didn't illicit any feelings towards them that weren't already there. I love them because they are my friends, but I don't lust for any of them. It was a kiss. No biggie.
I think what you are describing is a bit more than that...and there is nothing wrong with that. I think it's normal and natural to experiment as long as you do it safely. Good luck sweetie.
Thank you Jewels. I have never had this feeling but I do think I want to find a woman to kiss and see how it feels ..I love kissing it's so sexual, sensitive and luscious. I don't believe it would go any further than a kiss though since this feeling is very foreign to me.
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